The Awakening.....

I'M BACK!

It feels nice to come back to this blog after such a long hiatus. I'm bummed that I didn't maintain this blog as much as I intended, but with my current unlimited access to time (unemployment), I should be able to do more.

The title of this entry is kind of a three point reference to a sculpture, one of my favorite pieces of American literature, and my current emotional state. Let's visit each right now:

1. The Awakening - J. Seward Johnson, Jr. (1980)

This statue is kind of the crown jewel of the National Harbor, MD, outside of Washington DC. It used to be at Hains Point, and it was sold and brought to the harbor, where it serves as a weird jungle gym for kids in the summer. I've climbed on it a couple of times to sit amd look at the Potomac. If you can manage to climb it, it sort of makes the view worthwhile, and how many times in your lifetime do you get to sit on a big toe?

Anyway, this sculpture had significance when I was down by the beach with my parents when they came to visit. I had gotten them a discounted hotel room (thanks to my front desk job with Marriott), and I had been looking forward to showing them around the DC area. My mother teaches art, and I knew she would be impressed by it. But when I looked at it there with them, that sculpture represented to me what all that hard work to get to that job had led to. After years of seasonal and temporary work, I was pulling myself up into the world of full time work; with health insurance, 401k, stock options...adult stuff. It all just became real. I'll never forget that.

2. "The Awakening" - Kate Chopin (1899)

I can't understand why nobody reads this book anymore. It has a close connection to me as it reminds me of my days in community college and Professor Tatu's American Literature course. I learned a lot about literature, but I also learned how to dig deeper and understand the message an author wanted to convey, which gave me a greater appreciation for books and enhanced my reading.

For those of you who haven't read it, I'll give you a quick rundown of the story:

Edna and her family are vacationing on the Gulf of Mexico. While there, she spends time with her friend Adele, who constantly reminds Edna of her motherly/wifely duties. While her husband is away, Edna starts flirting and seeing Robert, the son of the hotel manager. I wasn't to into Adele at all. Especially when she told Robert to leave Edna alone because "She might make the unfortunate blunder of taking you seriously." Robert, of course  gets totally offended by Adele's crazy talk, but disappears when he realizes he and Edna have no future. Which leaves Edna to do some soul searching and decides to take a more active role in her own happiness.

Which brings me to

3. The Awakening- unemployment.

2014 has been a rough year for me so far. I got fired from my job (for reasons that are absolutely ludicrous) and I have found myself in a constant tide of depression and happiness. It's a weird struggle: some days I don't want to be awake and sleep all day, some days I don't want to leave my bed, and some days I just don't want to be me. I also find myself in a cycle of sleepless nights (thanks to anxiety over bills, money, and job apps), or tears every night.  But

I learned something about being the voice that brings light to something everyone just ignores. It might cost you a lot, but at least it means you don't follow what everyone else does, you stick to what is expected of you and you individualize yourself. I also learned that asking your superiors to show you harder tasks, leads to great things.

That's all the brain power I have for now.

Happy Reading!

Mockingjay

Now that I have some spare moments in my life, I think it is high time I get to that "Mockingjay" review. :)

I was really sad to put this book down, as I had really enjoyed this series so much. Things have gotten intense in Panem and there seems to be more back history that we learn from Katniss about the origins of the Hunger Games and the war that led to its creation.

The story picks up after the events at the Quarter Quell that has led to full scale rebellion from most of the citizens of the District. Katniss's actions in both the Hunger Games and the Quarter Quell have made the Capitol pretty angry. According to their point of view, she has defied them and made them look stupid. The whole purpose of the Hunger Games was for the Capitol to control the citizens and prevent them from trying to gang up and overthrow them. And in this book, we see exactly why the Capitol fears this.

As Katniss recovers from the Quarter Quell in the underground section of District 13, she is asked by some of the leaders of 13 to become the "Mockingjay" and the symbol of the rebellion. The bird that she represents is an example of the Capitol's attempt to keep an eye on the citizens.

A cross between female mockingbirds and "jabberjays", a bird engineered during the Dark Days to spy on the rebels by repeating human words back to the Capitol. The rebels discovered this and would feed the birds lies, therefore rendering the birds useless. The Capitol scrapped this idea and let the birds roam free, where they mated with the mockingbirds and created a hybrid that could replicate songs and not words.

Getting back to the story, Katniss agrees and they begin to plan an assault on the Capitol, by systematically taking over the districts and rendering the Capitol weak. As they prepare for the Capitol's demise, Katniss learns that Peeta is being held prisoner in the Capitol and is being used as leverage by President Snow in order to bend Katniss to his will. When Peeta is rescued, she sees that he has been poisoned with tracker jacker venom and brainwashed to kill her. With some rehabilitation, he returns to his normal self and Katniss realizes how much she cares for him. One by one, the districts begin to rebel and join Katniss and her movement, which leads to Katniss's ultimate plan of getting to the Capitol and killing Snow.

I can't spoil this book any further than I have gotten to so far. It was such a fun read and I felt like I was right in the midst of everything. I kept wondering what was going to happen next, and coming up for ways to get into the Capitol or which of the districts would be a critical loss for the Capitol. I really enjoyed it and I was sad to read the last chapter. The epilogue was nice, as it provided some glimpse in the future after the war and the discontinuation of the Hunger Games altogether.

Definitely pick this one up. You won't be disappointed.

Happy Reading!

-Alexandra

Answering the "Why" in "Why do you write?"

A few months back I subscribed to a newsletter called "Funds For Writers" which provides amateur writers with ways to make some money off of their work. It is run by author Hope Clark, and she pays writers to write articles for the newsletter about becoming a writer. I thought I could write something  for her newsletter so I put this together and sent it off to her. She passed on it because it was "lightweight" and she was looking for more "how-to, reference, and tangible guidance pieces". I  figure since it never got published in a newsletter, I could share it with all of my readers.

Answering the “Why” in “Why do you write?”

By Alexandra Stockton

I’ve been writing since I learned my alphabet as a young child. I would just find a blank paper and make up a story that appealed to me and put it down. I never gave it the slightest bit of thought, and looking back at those stories, I’m glad I didn’t. Those stories seemed to capture my imagination it its purest form right there on the paper.

It wasn’t until I hit my teenage years that I started writing again, this time a little more self-conscious about what I was writing and more private. I never let anyone read what I wrote, mostly because I thought that other people wouldn’t really enjoy it. I remember distinctly bringing my composition book with me to a Girl Scout sleepover, so I could write before bed, and one girl, Katie asked to read what I was writing. I timidly handed over my composition book and she read it. The next morning when she had returned it to me, she said “I liked your story. I would love to read what happens next.” I was very surprised that another person liked what I had written, let alone ask for more stories. That fueled my writing just a little more. In addition to the short fiction, I branched out into poetry and screenplays.

During my sophomore year of high school I enrolled in the county community college to supplement my homeschool education. While I was there I decided to pursue a degree in English to enhance my skills as a writer. I found the creative writing classes to be challenging to me. Not only did I have to produce something, but I had to make copies for my classmates and professor to read a critique. And it was in those creative writing classes that I was introduced to this question:

“Why do you write?”

It seems like a very harmless question, but it is a very difficult one to answer. And any answer you give sounds sort of false. For me the answer came from a fictional author in one of my favorite books, The Book of the Banshee by Anne Fine.

In the book, Will Flowers is caught in a war between his teenage sister Estelle who has seemed to become a howling banshee of a person overnight and his parents. He spends the majority of the book recounting the scary situation at home and comparing it to the life of a person from a book he happened to pick up at school, which takes place during World War I. He also describes a visit to his school from Alicia Whitley, the author of his favorite series who gives him the idea to write about his life experiences. In one scene in the book, Ms. Whitley says to the students “Write for the reader in you.” Suddenly the answer seemed so obvious. I write because I love to read, and I was always running out of books to read, so writing my own story was like having the best of both worlds.

 That line stuck with me long after I read the book and has helped me answer that simple question: “Why do you write?” Now as a writer on the verge of finishing her first novel, it has become easier and easier to write. I just have to figure out what the reader in me would want to happen next. In some ways, I continually inspire myself, which makes my work so much more than words on a page. It's a life journey.

"Oh you're writing a book! What's it about?

Every time I mention that I am a writer and I am working on a book, they ask what the book is about. Most of the time, I explain that it's chick lit, but deeper. To give a better example, I'll show you the process that led to "The Ties That Bind".

 "Three college friends (two guys, one girl) that are in love with each other."

 This was my starting point. Then I attacked it from more of a love triangle set up and fleshed in the characters: 

"Candide: smart girl, looking for a more solid and dependable relationship with a guy in college.

 Mark: athletic, cocky jock, tends to be a womanizer and a bit of a cheater. When faced with a girl that resists his advances, he will try anything to get her.

 Josh: Mark's best friend, nerdy computer tech. Also looking for a serious relationship and tends to fall very hard for some of the girls he meets."

 Once I figured out the characters, I decided how I wanted to tell the story. I felt that the best way would be from   each character's point of view. So starting with Candide, I rotated each chapter with the character either telling their version of an event or a specific part of their relationships with the other characters. The difficulty lay in writing three different voices, and really bringing the characters to life. The bonus is you see how the distinct relationships between Candide/Mark, Josh/Candide, and Josh/Mark are affected by the collective relationship of all three.

 I think that showing the dynamic between people is essential in any love story or general story, because that is the foundation of any relationship. Most friendships and relationships are built on mutual interests and to see relationships form and dissolve through the eyes of the people involved is quite interesting. I also think that building strong characters helps the story mature and brings more to the table than a torrid physical steamfest.

 I'm not going to delve more into my particular book, as to leave you with some interest in the finished project, but I do want to explain how different my book is from most in that genre. I do hope you will buy it when it is released later in 2012, and walk away with a decent piece of literature.

 Happy Reading! -Alex

Catching Fire

This was a particularly hard review to write, especially when I try to make it viewable for all readers. I loved reading this book, and I spent an entire day reading it on my Kindle. That's how much time you should budget for it. A whole day.

The story picks up after Katniss returns from the Victors Tour, following the end of the Hunger Games. However, the tone throughout Panem has changed a lot and it seems that there is a growing unrest about the control that the Capitol has over the districts. The Hunger Games has hit the seventy-fifth year, meaning it is time for the third Quarter Quell, which celebrates the anniversary of the Capitol's defeat of the Districts with a special twist included in the Games. The directions for the Quarter Quell were created and appropriately labeled during the founding of the Hunger Games, so no one knows what will happen untill the envelope is opened and read. Usually there is an added obstacle or tribute requirement that is not normally in the regular Hunger Games. This time the instructions seem very sinister and suspicious. I found myself shouting at the Kindle and very worried about some of the characters. That is all I can say about the story without spoiling anything in the plot. All I can really say is the Panem that we were introduced to in "The Hunger Games" is changing, and we see just how much control the Capitol has over the districts. Happy Reading! -Alex

The Hunger Games

I read this book back in April and it's taken this long to do the review because I have been so preoccupied with job searches and book writing, that some things got forgotten. :)

 Anyway.

 I positively ADORED "The Hunger Games". The writing was very descriptive and I felt like I was right next to Katniss and sharing her experiences.The story takes place years after a post apocalyptic event destroys North America. The remnants of this event form the country known as Panem, with the Capitol, located in the Rockies as its country seat. The area is separated into Thirteen Districts, but after a rebellion the Thirteenth District is obliterated and the Hunger Games is created. Every year when the children of Panem turn twelve years of age, their name is entered for a chance to participate in the Hunger Games, in a ceremony known as "the reaping". One boy and one girl is selected from each of the 12 districts as tributes and are sent to a remote area to battle each other for survival. The winner receives infinite riches and food for themselves and their family.

 I'm not going to reveal any more of the story, otherwise you'll never read the book. I particularly enjoyed the setting, where the government controls pretty much everything. Three great examples of this kind of dystopian atmosphere are "1984" by George Orwell, "V for Vendetta" by Alan Moore, and "The Giver" by Lois Lowry. Usually there is one person who knows that what the government does is not right, but has to play along so nothing terrible happens to him/her. Katniss is that very independent character and she makes you feel the same way as she talks of what The Capitol wants the people to believe, and the actual harsh reality of their country. The one thing that I wasn't a fan of was the abruptness of the ending. You get so involved with the story and the characters, and suddenly that's it, like waking up with a jolt.

I recommend this book to anyone who likes a very engaging storyline, and characters that you can instantly attach yourself to. Also I am proud to be part of District 4, cause we're off the hook! (thecapitol.pn)

Happy Reading and may the odds ever be in your favor!

-Alex

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I'm writing a book!!!!!!

Hello Readers!

If you've been following my twitter (@AStockton89), you will have been hearing about my infrequent updates about my new book. So far the cover for the book has been completed and it looks something like this:

Pretty cool huh?


Happy Reading!

-Alex